I feel awful. I think the antibiotics are just compounding the issues. Yesterday, I was in tears because I am just slightly nauseous all the time, and that makes me want my mom, who is 6 hours away. And it makes me want to just throw out the anti-inflammatory diet and eat all the things that I loved when I was a kid. So, I went ahead last night and had myself some so bad for me pizza with pepperoni and sausage. And, I picked myself up some ginger ale and sn.ack.wells de.vil's food cookies. I loved those things when I was younger, and they still taste good. I am feeling less nauseous today, so maybe I should give myself some slack and eat fatty and processed food just while I'm on medications that are making me feel icky. I don't think fish, meatless meals, and soups are doing the trick.
Good thing we picked up pizza last night anyway, because last night was our night to bring dinner to the sister in law who just had her fifth baby. I think I posted the other day that it was her fourth. Thing is, these people have so many freaking babies that I lose track. I did a double take last night when I saw there were 4 little boys watching a movie. I completely forgot about one of them. Gosh!
This time she finally had a little girl, and she is so darn cute that I just wanted to steal her and run. Seeing that baby just churned up all of my "want a baby" feelings even more than they usually are.
So, anyway, after cooking for someone else, I didn't have the energy or desire to start whipping something else up for us. I love to cook, but I have been doing a lot of that this week, and I did not have the energy to clean up from one meal and start making a mess for a new one.
This morning has been awful, too. I hate being sick. I am still in my pj's and don't know when I will decide to get out. Thank the Good Lord for heating pads. One on my tummy is making things a little better.
I know this post has been random. I just wanted to share my misery with someone.